My story begins, I was a freshmen in highschool. I was dating the greatest guy for over a year then. He asked me to the prom over the summer before, because he knew he would still be with me.

I wanted my best to look the greatest for him that night. I went and spent almost $200 on my dress. It was beautiful. Green with black lace. It was my dream dress.

It was my first prom so I was nervous and I didn't know many people there because I wasnt that popular in the older classes. I wasnt that worried about prom night because I loved my date. That and I knew if he tried something and I said no he would understand because it happened before.

So we went and the prom was fine.. it was great I spent all night with him. Then when it was all over with we went to the afterprom that was being held at a hotel. Well when we got there, it seemed like everyone there was drunk and/or drinking.. I didnt want to drink i just wanted to be alone with my date. So we got a room and we were sitting talking. Thats all only talking. Well about 30 min. later 4 of my boyfriends buddies come up and was talkin to my date when one of them tried to reach up my dress.

Well of course I was upset and my date he got so mad that he knocked the guy out. Then the other 3 of them, ganged up on my date and knocked him to the ground.

The one that was the most popular and I guess the leader started to come near me. My date he tried to help me but they kept on hitting and kicking him.

That night I lost my virginity. Not with the guy I loved either. The 'leader' attacked me when I tried to run and he raped me. Then when he was done , one of his buddies had a go at it, before help came and pulled them off of me.

It was the greatest night of my life until we reached the hotel. I cried for hours and hours.. My date/ boyfriend couldnt believe it himself but he just held me and tried to calm me. Im still with him today. I still haven't had sex with him and in my mind I never had sex with those other two either.

My date loves me still and I love him. The leader of that group is know in jail for assaulting a minor, not me but a different girl.

Im a senior now and Im engaged to that same date. But the thing is I wont have sex with him til I am with him forever. I figure there isnt any other reason why I would want to.

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Reader Comments About this Story:

OMG! I feel bad for waht happened to her. She just wanted to be with her boyfriend and those dumb jerks had to but in. At least she's ok and is still with the guy she truly loves. -- Misty, TN

what can you say to that? Those guys were sick and i'm just thankful it doesn't happen everyday. I'm glad youre still together and that hes stood by you afterward. -- Claire, Clearwater FL

girl that is awesome, you know your virginity is such a special thing and some don't understand that and you can't take that back. also love is such a powerful word that when you have sex with someone before you do ask your self do you love him. if are like talking to a friend and say i THINK i love so and so well you don't b/c if you love a guy there is no thinking to it. you know. -- Kasey, AR

Hmm. Well, all I can say is that you shouldn't have been stupid enough to go get a hotel room with a guy to begin with. It was really dumb of you, even if you do love him. -- Tiffany

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